through tests and trials ;
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
-5:02 PM
almost 3 wks of the hols are gone. i wonder how is everyone doing? im totally dead for this mid years. i dont think i can cover the syllabus tested in time unless i study 22hrs a day(1hr slp 1hr bathe/eat). lol crazy impossible. argh and i cant set my mind upon studying hard. oh well been distracted alot ): i wish my hse has no tv and com for this mth. lol if only i can cast them away and have them back after my mid years. i think this is the first june hols i didnt go to genting or smth. lol frequent there every year and it's boring =/hmm june 7th 2008 (678) was a great day ! totally random. i wish time could come to a standstill that noon. hmm like amidst the rain and all. happy happy happy. lol but it wont cos this world aint some fairytale.sigh gonna go back to my notes. i'm dying alr. i wish someone can insert some chip in my brain with all the knowledge i need for this upcoming mid years. oh well. have some motivational quote from SOMEONE to spur everyone on to study - believing is the first step in achieving. The distance is shortened by hardwork. (: work hard all!yea glen, i believe you and your friends can do it!so with everything i am, i reach out for Your hands~cool you.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
-10:59 PM
i think it's been more than a mth since i last blogged. oh well many things happened in life. but everything just went by so quickly that we hardly have the time to take note of every single event of the day. im trying to cherish what i have before i lose track of everything around me. somethings just went by without us feeling anything. i'm sorry for what's lost but i hope we could appreciate what's gained. i picked up a book from my bro's room a few days back. it's an autographed book. lol i dont know where he got it. it's entitled 'happiness in a nutshell'. we are often too attached to some things that when we do not notice the other things around us. it taught us how to embrace change. but since change is so prevalent, why are we still clinging on to values, why are we still rooting on to traditions. we arent letting go of anything. we are living in our comfort zones. people are still stuck with their habits. what's changing? nothing. hahaha idk i just felt kinda weird lately. haha sigh i think the superficial side of everyone changes constantly but the core remains. hmm friends come and go. good friends stay a while longer. in the end we are still alone fighting the world. on another note, i sympathise with those people in myanmar and china. the constant occurrence of natural disasters has led me to some kind of thinking. like what would earth be if we dont inhabit it. recently, i was introduced to a book called "the world without us". i havent finish reading it but i think it's about what the world will be if humans dont exist or smth. it's kinda interesting i would say. how the author manage to narate his pov. lol anw back to the pt about the quakes. sigh i think china has seriously opened up alot. they are welcoming aid from all over the place and they were quick to react when the quake happened. to date, i think there's 3 quakes ard si chuan area. oh well i'm kinda glad and fortunate to be living in sg (: hahah and i think friends out there agree :D sigh as for myanmar i dont know. i dont understand why the govt are blocking all aids when cyclone nargis hit them. argh they are kind of obstinate? it's totally in contrast with china. hmm are the govt afraid of foreign infiltration or some breach of security? oh well idk what are on their minds. all i could do now is to pray for them and hope that things are fine over at myanmar. sigh ppl are suffering and i cant do anything about it. i wish i can fly and help but there's As this yr and my parents will definitely not allow even if there's no As. hahahaha oh well. hmm as for my studies. im totally screwed. i think i kinda flunk my gp paper quite badly. didnt finish both papers despite the fact that i have quite alot of content in mind to write about. sigh i have bad time management. oh well as for econs, the lack of time has killed me as well. i spent 1hr on the first qn. leaving only 30mins for the second. argh and i have so much to write for second qn as well. oh well i think i've let myself down for econs. cos i think i prepared quite sufficiently for it and the qns are very do-able ): now for the 4 core subjects. tsk one hols of preparation. i wish i was given more time. or if i could turn back time, i will study hard since the start of my j1 year and be a mugger. hahah kind of regret not doing so. but regrets will end up in more regrets. so i shall just seize all the time i have left. and finish my As without regrets.oh ya been attending some concerts and stuffs in april and may. ajidol was great. i think the vocalist for the solo category were all pros. haha as for band cat, i was a little disappointed but oh well. it's a great event. and aj co concert was quite normal (maybe i cant totally appreciate co music) and their conductor was totally l-o-l he's very emotional and his actions seems quite exaggerated but i think that made the concert much more interesting. anw great performance by liping and wc. (: then we had ajchoir concert. it was totally a hit. hahah i was late for this concert somehow. lol but it's nice as in the second part. cos it became more of a musical (: great performance by carol, samuel, zk, lawson. hahaoh oh oh one more thing before i forget - i think i have the best cousin in the world : D during college day, i left halfway for some campaign at clementi. was supposed to give out rice bags and stuffs to those ppl in need. but idk when it ended and everyone was in their cliques, i cant find any. lol so my cousin accompanied me (: then when she was offered for a ride to some place for an ice cream treat, she turned it down so that i wont be alone. =/ hmm so nice right? hahah and she practically accompanied me til my service ended at ard 9.30pm it was a happy day : D because everything was well. then the nxt day was ajchoir concert, she agreed to attend the concert even though she was really busy that day. with violin lesson and beach outing with her cell grp. hmm and she told me she will try to look presentable for the concert cos she has to go beach. LOL but turned out she was well dressed? at least i think she is. hahah yeaps and she accompanied me for thewhole concert even though she thinks that ac choir is still better than aj's. hahah =/ hmm the pt is my cousin is nice nice nice nice nice nice! alrighto i feel like this entry is all about how i feel and my pov in stuffs. hahah i suddenly miss sch alot alot . idk why but it's kinda weird. hahah happy hols everyone! (ps. i updated as said. hah )
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
-9:02 PM
i picked up my phone. thought of some number to dial and i put it back down. i realised there's no one to talk to about everything anymore. ): oh well but at least i can blog i supposed. things have been changing all the time.i wish i can turn back time. just rewind 2 days will be sufficient.i ended my bowling career on a low.here are the stats: highest game - 185lowest game - 104average of 18 games - 141.3i didnt hit my expected average or high game. i stumbled towards the end.sigh sorry team and coach. i am to blame for my persistent thumb problem during the team event. thanks jason kz and nelson for being so optimistic and having so much faith in me.i didnt want to fall at the final step. but in the end, i did. literally fell even when my thumb hole got stuck. hah flew into the lanes for the first time. sighi think this is the third incident in which im a let-down.overall we managed to improve by 1 position to 12th since last yr. sigh we could have done much better. nonetheless, great job team! really enjoyed the ajbowling spirit. i'll put up pics nxt time !i bowled my best as promised. but my best is just not good enough.at least yknw i bowled hard. til my thumb kinda rotted/spoiled.the heart was there through it all.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
-7:46 PM
last two days of comp starts tmr ! i'm so gonna give my best.average 170high game 200to make or to break. top 50 positions here i come! lol k gtg teach my bro guitar! he says he has to learn it for cip. so weird. haha take care everyone!pray not only when things falter but also when we rejoice.sometimes a moment of anger/frustration can change a person.
-12:42 AM
Your grace has found me just as I amEmpty handed but alive in Your hands.praise the Lord, praise the Lord, praise the Lord!what changed? God's love for us has never change.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
-8:38 PM
finally. i managed to break the duck and hit 202 at the competition venue. too bad it's just a trng. sighh hope i can repeat this feat during monday/tuesday team event.the singles ranking was out. im only 79/160doubles ranking just came out tday and im 46/80sigh i must break into top 50 overall by the end of the whole tournament.I love You more than lifeI love You more than lifeFall back on everything You've doneFall back on everlasting armsWhen all the world is swept awayYou are all the things I needYou're the air I breathelike i promised. i will bowl hard.i give it my all. there's is only one way which i could be happy? and yknw it. life is great!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
-11:14 PM
day 2 of tournament was less disappointing. however my targets were not met ): sighh inconsistency is killing my game. i officially hate splits. LOLhigh game : 178average of 6 games : 150nxt game : monday! come support everyone. lolsighh this time i better hit 160 average at the very least. my tournament is coming to an end.oh well. im still not good enough. for anything.you'll never get it."you'll get used to it"what was meant to be?
