Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

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-21:02

i picked up my phone. thought of some number to dial and i put it back down. i realised there's no one to talk to about everything anymore. ): oh well but at least i can blog i supposed. things have been changing all the time.

i wish i can turn back time. just rewind 2 days will be sufficient.

i ended my bowling career on a low.
here are the stats:
highest game - 185
lowest game - 104
average of 18 games - 141.3

i didnt hit my expected average or high game. i stumbled towards the end.
sigh sorry team and coach. i am to blame for my persistent thumb problem during the team event. thanks jason kz and nelson for being so optimistic and having so much faith in me.
i didnt want to fall at the final step. but in the end, i did. literally fell even when my thumb hole got stuck. hah flew into the lanes for the first time. sigh

i think this is the third incident in which im a let-down.

overall we managed to improve by 1 position to 12th since last yr. sigh we could have done much better. nonetheless, great job team! really enjoyed the ajbowling spirit. i'll put up pics nxt time !

i bowled my best as promised. but my best is just not good enough.
at least yknw i bowled hard. til my thumb kinda rotted/spoiled.
the heart was there through it all.


-19:46

last two days of comp starts tmr ! i'm so gonna give my best.

average 170
high game 200

to make or to break. top 50 positions here i come! lol k gtg teach my bro guitar! he says he has to learn it for cip. so weird. haha take care everyone!

pray not only when things falter but also when we rejoice.
sometimes a moment of anger/frustration can change a person.


-00:42

Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed but alive in Your hands.

praise the Lord, praise the Lord, praise the Lord!
what changed? God's love for us has never change.



-20:38

finally. i managed to break the duck and hit 202 at the competition venue. too bad it's just a trng. sighh hope i can repeat this feat during monday/tuesday team event.

the singles ranking was out. im only 79/160
doubles ranking just came out tday and im 46/80

sigh i must break into top 50 overall by the end of the whole tournament.

I love You more than life
I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe


like i promised. i will bowl hard.
i give it my all.
there's is only one way which i could be happy? and yknw it.
life is great!




-23:14

day 2 of tournament was less disappointing. however my targets were not met ): sighh inconsistency is killing my game. i officially hate splits. LOL

high game : 178
average of 6 games : 150

nxt game : monday! come support everyone. lol

sighh this time i better hit 160 average at the very least. my tournament is coming to an end.

oh well. im still not good enough. for anything.

you'll never get it.
"you'll get used to it"
what was meant to be?


-19:08

day 1 of the tournament was like a roller coaster ride? my games went up and went down. sigh i realised im seriously inconsistent.

high game 185
average of 6 games 145

i guess i'll never be good enough. for everything.

next game - wed !
aim : high-game 200, average 160

i almost lost your heart in a dustbin ):
gone but found agn. what does it mean?




-21:24

can we go back to the past?


yes.


what i want or need aint impt anymore. what's impt is that things are well for everyone else.
un-selfish me. i lost the old glen. : D


-23:55

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side


sigh idk why this song seems apt now. lol just felt like blogging agn. random! btw cheer up ppl! take the chill pills or the happy pills and things will be fine. (: the world may seem to be falling apart, where sadness is common among us. but dont give up!

when nothings seems right, turn to God.
if someday comes. when you need/want/love me more than you need/want/love bacon(yknw. hah), come talk to me agn.
1mth. 6mths. 1year. i'll be waiting here.
til then, i'll disappear =/

to the ends of the earth!




-18:05



alright! i shall do what the sms says. gonna study hard, bowl hard and take care at the meantime. bowling comp up next monday! hope i wont let the team down or anything. hahah (: sighh. if that's what you wanted and makes you happy.


you gave away something so special that means so much to me.
the k... only yknw.
get well soon! what i feel aint impt to you anymore. yea it shouldnt now i guess. i knw.


-20:48

i've been kinda busy lately. and i know MOST of you will understand right? hahah anw it's friendship week! i really treasure all the friendships i made and still have. lol idk what am i saying. love my friends, good friends, great friends, fair-weather friends, used-to-be friends and many more! hah (: k shall update agn when im free! meanwhile everyone, take care and God bless!

btw smth random. i lost 6kg over the last wk? sigh it's good and bad.

glad to knw that you're happy now. running away with him.
being used to my un-omnipresence? haha.
you are. you may. you will.

i will be here alone with my feelings numb. someday? the notebook, continue to update?

keep the heart warm, keep it by your side.




-23:49

i lost it all. you ended it.


-21:45

i havent been blogging since feb. oh well that's quite long eh. i see some dust over my blog alr. i guess no one visits it anymore? sigh things werent exactly going well in my life? why must things change. cant we go back to before agn? my heart wrenches each time i think about this. this feelin just cant go away no matter how hard i try to distract myself with CCA and stuffs. i can take it no more.. the time seems to pass by so slowly. the check of my hp gets regular. as though im awaiting for something to happen. haha im like fighting with every second of my life, fighting away the emotions that are affecting me. is it as complicated as it appears to be?

each mention of his name affects my mood. each lies uncovered breaks my heart. however truths are all that i want. sigh what else are you still hiding from me? can you tell me please? i wonder the thought of me ever crosses your mind anymore. anw im sorry for mentioning it here. but i dont tink anyone will read it anw. haha

alright now for my life. not my emotions and stuffs. hmm my life has been hectic? which resulted in that incident happening? haha but oh well i gave up some commitments cos of that incident and i dont regret it. however yea table tennis nationals. im glad we made it to the top 6. however things changed and our draw werent that good so we ended up last in the group of 3. haha sigh we could have done much better as a team. im sorry for all the mistakes i made. i must admit it got some things to do with my emotions. but yea i didnt train hard enough to play well ): sorry team. i enjoyed every trng spent with you ppl though. and thanks
bowling ppl for understanding that i cant go for cca due to nationals. lol here is the pic :


AJ TEAM!

hmm i want to thank the following ppl for making my table tennis career in aj so wonderful :-

0) ben - my bestest pal who just came to cca recently. he went for cca just to play with me. im so touched for all the sessions he attended. cos i really enjoyed playing with him! all the jokes we share and stuffs. continue to rock on!


1) zhanyuan - vice capt. you're like my bestest pal in table tennis. haha you played well during nationals and we always dream big and want to go against the odds. we know it's possible (: thanks for everything.

2) weihao - capt. thanks for always giving encouragement during trng and matches. you make the team bonded all the time. coming up with activities. hahah anw it's nice playing with you, tuition mate!

3) hongjie - you always nv fail to make the team laugh with your innocence. thanks. good pal.

4) chuan de - doubles partner. haha you always accomodate my mistakes? like playing alongside with you. too bad i didnt play well during the last match against nj

5) zhou yang - you are the most hardworking member i've ever seen in the team. always tryin to improve yourself. good job friend!

6) dong xing - you always have the winning mentality. always trying to win the point earnestly.

7) yu kang - you sicko j1. hahah it's nice playing with you. you are always so stable during match. anw stop polluting hongjie's mind la. lol

8) yan xiang - another sicko j1. you played uber well in all the matches. well done! hahah dont know why the j1 guys are so sick.

9) sheng mao - thanks for your advice and stuffs. happy playing with you during trng. hah

10) jazzy and jessica - always helping the guys out and playing with us. thanks!

11) vivian and j1 gals - sorry i dont know all the names. btw thanks for all the support!

yea that's all. it's a wonder team. love the players. we've come thus far. and i will rmb this last journey in my table tennis career with you ppl (:

i wish you would give me a chance agn. so just come and we'll make it better than it was.

anabel

chengjia

germaine

huiqi

jun jie

kah neng

liphin

martin

natalie

serene

shien hon

vivien

wen ling

yvonne

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