through tests and trials ;
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
-21:45
i havent been blogging since feb. oh well that's quite long eh. i see some dust over my blog alr. i guess no one visits it anymore? sigh things werent exactly going well in my life? why must things change. cant we go back to before agn? my heart wrenches each time i think about this. this feelin just cant go away no matter how hard i try to distract myself with CCA and stuffs. i can take it no more.. the time seems to pass by so slowly. the check of my hp gets regular. as though im awaiting for something to happen. haha im like fighting with every second of my life, fighting away the emotions that are affecting me. is it as complicated as it appears to be? each mention of his name affects my mood. each lies uncovered breaks my heart. however truths are all that i want. sigh what else are you still hiding from me? can you tell me please? i wonder the thought of me ever crosses your mind anymore. anw im sorry for mentioning it here. but i dont tink anyone will read it anw. hahaalright now for my life. not my emotions and stuffs. hmm my life has been hectic? which resulted in that incident happening? haha but oh well i gave up some commitments cos of that incident and i dont regret it. however yea table tennis nationals. im glad we made it to the top 6. however things changed and our draw werent that good so we ended up last in the group of 3. haha sigh we could have done much better as a team. im sorry for all the mistakes i made. i must admit it got some things to do with my emotions. but yea i didnt train hard enough to play well ): sorry team. i enjoyed every trng spent with you ppl though. and thanks bowling ppl for understanding that i cant go for cca due to nationals. lol here is the pic :
AJ TEAM!hmm i want to thank the following ppl for making my table tennis career in aj so wonderful :-0) ben - my bestest pal who just came to cca recently. he went for cca just to play with me. im so touched for all the sessions he attended. cos i really enjoyed playing with him! all the jokes we share and stuffs. continue to rock on!
1) zhanyuan - vice capt. you're like my bestest pal in table tennis. haha you played well during nationals and we always dream big and want to go against the odds. we know it's possible (: thanks for everything.2) weihao - capt. thanks for always giving encouragement during trng and matches. you make the team bonded all the time. coming up with activities. hahah anw it's nice playing with you, tuition mate!3) hongjie - you always nv fail to make the team laugh with your innocence. thanks. good pal.4) chuan de - doubles partner. haha you always accomodate my mistakes? like playing alongside with you. too bad i didnt play well during the last match against nj5) zhou yang - you are the most hardworking member i've ever seen in the team. always tryin to improve yourself. good job friend!6) dong xing - you always have the winning mentality. always trying to win the point earnestly.7) yu kang - you sicko j1. hahah it's nice playing with you. you are always so stable during match. anw stop polluting hongjie's mind la. lol8) yan xiang - another sicko j1. you played uber well in all the matches. well done! hahah dont know why the j1 guys are so sick.9) sheng mao - thanks for your advice and stuffs. happy playing with you during trng. hah10) jazzy and jessica - always helping the guys out and playing with us. thanks!11) vivian and j1 gals - sorry i dont know all the names. btw thanks for all the support!yea that's all. it's a wonder team. love the players. we've come thus far. and i will rmb this last journey in my table tennis career with you ppl (:i wish you would give me a chance agn. so just come and we'll make it better than it was.
