through tests and trials ;
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Sunday, 18 April 2010
-22:28
if given another chance, would i have done it differently?
i often pose that question to myself. argh i keep thinking about the past lately and wonder if things would be any different if i chose a different path. oh well, lstd. i wish someone can teach me on this game called life so that i can lead a happier life. lol i don't like the pretence and sarcasm i'm facing at work. i'm not working hard enough in my studies. i'm not being myself most of the times! perhaps someday, i'm going to crash into this wall i'm creating for myself. sigh
work. more often that not, i accept whatever you give me. i do whatever you shove to me. i respect you. however, i really cannot understand why must you make every process a painstaking one for everyone. why create a mountain out of a molehill? why cant you be flexible? because of the fact that you want everything to be done under your knowledge, there's no freedom for us to do our work.
studies. why am i procrastinating each time i tell myself it's time to study? it's my fault that i'm not working hard enough. maybe i should chuck this laptop somewhere in my room. maybe i should stop thinking about work incessantly. the world doesnt revolve around me. i should just do my part at work and stop thinking about it after office hours. Does working so hard get me anywhere? No. Hence, i shall study more, worry less. i hope i can do it for the next two months til the war is over.
life. why must you always put me down or am i caring too much about something which doesnt even exist? all i wanted was to help you but you just have to reject it. what do any of us have to gain from this exchange? in the end, you didnt get the tickets you want and i was of no help. ha. things might have been different if we were good friends in the beginning. yada yada.
argh i wish time can come to a standstill for me to sort whatever i want to do. then again, would i have done anything differently? :/
til we meet again.
Dear Lord, please grant me the patience to deal with things i dislike, love to care for people around me, power to stay focus in my studies and last but not least, strength to overcome all weaknesses. Thank You Lord for everything that You've given me. Amen.
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