through tests and trials ;
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, 25 June 2011
-04:17
Many times i pray i know what i want to do in life, to my dismay i'm always lost. seeking adventures was never my cup of tea nor my can of coke and yet there's always a glimmer of mischief in me. what i did may be right and what you did may not be wrong. let's hope things stay this way. tonight is the fifth night in taipei and it seems like this friendship trip is going awry. i should have known that there were many differences among us and it's impossible to be accommodating all the time. it's never easy to hide your differences in order to seek a compromise.
we are who we are. i've decided that i should no longer fool myself that an overseas trip with friends will be an enjoyable one. there may be heated arguments but at the end of the day, it's imperative that the friendship aint broken and we are responsible for making it so. i wish that someday i can find friends who may have the same interests and make an ideal trip overseas together. it may seem to be a wishful thinking but i hope it will work out someday. like i said previously, true friends are like four-leave clovers - they are hard to find but good to have. friendships go far in life and there are definitely many friendships i'll like to keep.
this trip to taiwan didnt start too well. i guess it's partially my fault for not putting in enough effort to make things happen right from the start. the selfish side of me was busy preparing for exams without having any considerations for the planning of the trip. i guess i could have spared some time in the preparation. at the start of it, there were many different ideas and vocals. there was an idea for a common fund where everyone will contribute a similar sum for the purchase of common items such as museum tickets and transportation. however, it was being used for food as well where everyone had different preference. the idea of sharing was never a fair one but i guess money is immaterial. sharing is important, but character should be of a paramount importance as character brings one far. perhaps i'm a little petty here but you cant blame someone who study accounting to be so calculative ;O
speaking of which, my exams just ended and i can only say it was poorly done. i never felt worse taking those papers. i really hope that i can pass 3 out of 4 papers that i sat. however, i think it's more plausible in passing just 1 ;/ oh well, hope there's some luck element in those papers and i can barely scrape through. i cant do anything about the paper anymore, thus the only thing i can do is hoping that everything turn out well? hmm
wish that i have a lending shoulder to cry upon, a listening ear for my non-stop nagging. now that i've chosen this solitary path, i need to rely on myself even more and be stronger!
there are times, it struck me.
if we're ever meant to be.
the sky's getting darker,
i need some answer.
so take a star, make a wish
maybe someday we'll make it
til then, will we
ever meet once again.
