through tests and trials ;
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
-22:27
baffled and defeated (me), i seek to make you happy and that alone will do.
it's indeed easier loving someone, than to be loved.
i'll not ask to be loved / understood anymore because it's something that should have been done without me asking but apparently ive done all i can in asking to be understood but to no avail.
-22:15
i feel like i'm losing myself. but that's okay :D
i feel like i'm not my usual. but that's okay :D
everything's okay if i set my mind to doing things like these if these makes you happy.
because each step i try to go forward, i end up falling back 3 steps. so why don't i take a few steps back so that this will pass like you wanted it to (:
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
-01:22
why do i still ask you even when i know you wont tell me / give me an answer?
why do i still ask knowing that having no reply, i'll get emotional?
why do i still bother asking even though i've been through this many times?
is a part of me hoping that some day, somehow, probably you'll tell me? or is it because i just like being emotional. ha
i guess i'll never know, because either way you're not gonna tell me anyway.
because each time you dont tell me, i will only assume it as what i think it is and the thought will definitely be unpleasant
(if not why will i even get emotional).
when will you open up to the extent that you need not think of holding anything back / hiding anything when you talk to me?
i sure look forward to that day.
will it be a year's time? a decade's? or a century (ha, i wont even live that long)? it's all up to you ;/ and im blogging this because i do not know how to tell you anymore like how you do not know how tell me.
Friday, 25 November 2011
-23:26
at times, it hurts more than it shows
-23:01
when something hits your raw nerve, you'll jerk. yeah that was exactly what happened to me. "and we still have to live our own life, not just being tgt with each other all the time", when we lead a life of our own (with little or no consideration of others), we are living alone. being tgt goes beyond just the physical aspect but rather, it becomes a natural reflex at the back of the head. its something that becomes effortless after a while to be concerned. rawr i dont know what im saying anymore. i guess in some ways, it's easier to love than to be loved. hahah i dont know how much im losing in life, but i know im losing it slowly but surely.
on a side note, i think i will flunk my paper tomorrow. not because i didnt study for it but rather, i dont feel like im sane enough to do a stats paper with a clear mind at the moment. i need some faith. yeah perhaps that's what i need at the moment.
Sunday, 20 November 2011
-01:22
in a push or pull system, you either push or you pull. if you cant push, you pull. if you cant pull, you push. but if you cant pull, and the other person doesn't allow you to push. the only thing you can do is to do nothing. after all, you've tried. the rest is beyond you. nothing you can do to make the person budge anyway.
Friday, 11 November 2011
-23:27
Many wishes were made today; some were simple, others complex.
There were wishes for health, money, fame or even good results for the examinations.
However, today, I made a humble one.
Wishing that for my lifetime's worth of Nov 11, you will be by my side, spending good times and facing adversity together (:
Sunday, 6 November 2011
-19:40
just be contented.
